wats up guys?!! i know its been awhile..well how's everyone doing? i change my number so its no longer 408..its 618 area code...(bummer i know)...well i am still here in Illinois serving the rest of my military career. In about a month or two i will be getting orders to go to germany..which will be exciting..john and i are still together. going strong i must say. he's everything ive always wanted.. he completes me...well if you guys want to come and visit, just call me up, ok..if i dont pick up the phone its either im lazy, sleeping, at work or im over my minutes...bye....love you all!!!!!! take care..peace!!!!!!!

Merry Christmas!!!! I am finally back for two weeks...It's funny how i am not in the mood to go out. Im fine staying home with the family, talking to some friends and having conversation with my BABY ( he calls me honey!). Ahhh, im so relax. I thank God for everything HE has given me this year. I have met so many great people that i know im going to be in touched with for the rest of my life. I also thank HIM for giving me the chance to know someone so sweet, thoughtfull, loving, responsible and no such words can explain how much love i have for him. I love everything about him. From his gas to his unbearable attitude that has changed dramatically over the months we spent together. He is my other half. He is my friend, my lover and i wouldnt want nothing else, but to have him by my side. He is the ONLY one i think about every minute, every hour of the day. I talk of nobody else but him. He has showed me so many things, continue to do so,  and i await for more!  I can not wait until i see his beautiful face, his brown eyes (the key to his soul), his smile, his big ears and his lips. His georgeous lips. Ahh..The monkey face that he always gives me...I miss him terribly..I cannot wait until i smell that cologne of his, his aftershave, after he takes a shower. I miss his touch, his kiss, and so much more. And to our journey ahead of us, I leave it all up to God. I love you babe!!!!

Excess:

 I LOVE YOU!!!!!

** I miss little john and the east side boys badly!**

Eversodearest Michelle,

Not much is different with me. My bf and I are doing really well. Thanksgiving was great... not as great as it would have been if my best friend were there. Yummy filipino food and quite a few new faces. I'm glad John and u are doing good cuz he seems really sweet. Spend as much time with each other as u can. I think u guys will go far if u really work at it. I wish I could have met him and I wish u could meet mine. Timing is always bad, oh well.

It'll be awesome when u're back in CA. Ate Mel and I will pick u up from the airport, and hopefully my dad will let me sleepover with u. Then we could take pics with hoochie skirts (just like always, j/k). Also, we could have a cousin dinner, we haven't had one for the longest time. Our family is getting so big and growing old and maturing... it's a really nice feeling. I can't wait to have our girl talks. Hurry up Christmas. Oh yeah, we're doing that Secret Santa again this year. Ate Mel got ur person. Hehe, remember when u got  me? That was freaking hilarious. Anyways, take care sweetie. Call me! Later Days!

Always,
Babes

Dearest Lene,

    WOW!!!! Im so glad to hear that you are happy with your new boyfriend. So how's everything going??? How's school??? I know cuz, no more filipinos, hahaha... they mess us up...So he's chinese??huh....Can't wait to see him...Ive been hearing a lot of things about him...You must really like this guy..Well im looking forward on seeing eveyone again..I just can't wait...Yay!

  John and I are doing fine.. Trying to spend as much time as possible together, coz we still can...After he leaves we'll be miles and miles away from each other...so that'll suck... im so used to going to his room, watching tv, or watch him and jason play madden hard core.!!! or just wait for him till he gets off...im more use to his room than mine, and im use to him being so close to me....But thats how the military works...sucks but you have to deal with it....I learn one thing about our situation...In the military there is no definite. They come and go..

I think we're still doing secret santa....i hope so...hey lene, what do you want for christmas??? dont say ME....ok..i want a good one...if you want anything from here, just let me know....alright..bye cuz...

P.S. John said hi....